So I would love to start writing posts about what our teachings are on and what we as a class are learning! I have pages of notes, with not enough time in the day to put them online, but don't want to withhold anything from friends and family about all the Lord is taking our class through!
This week we have a speaker called Brian Brennt. This man and his family have committed their lives to seeing freedom breakout in families across the globe but even more specifically in America and are a huge leading role in the 'Circuit Riders' movement birthed out of YWAM Kona. They are a prophetic voice for our nation and commited to the word of the Lord over every other thing.
'PASSIVITY: It is the opposite of initiation. Passivity makes us move slowly and resist change and transformation.' Definition from the Freedom Class Manual.
So in the last few days we have gone through, over and over again, dealing with our passivity. When Monday morning came around, I (Kenzie) had spent specific time in prayer for the passivity of our team (going with us to NYC) both as a whole and individually. I knew the Lord would be dealing with this thing, but I didn't realize how crazy it would be. Spending time in prayer the Lord highlighted how passivity effects relationships both in friendships, in marriages, in our families and many others. It keeps us from growing deeper in the Lord, from dealing getting freedom from other things that have come against us in our lives. It keeps us from even being able to share the gospel with the lost and disciple people into their fullness and destinies. So basically, passivity keeps us from being us and what we are called to.
A beautiful student and I got to talking today about how for the last four years she hasn't been herself, though she didn't realize it. But now, as she allows the Lord to penetrate her heart in such a deep way, she is coming fully alive in Christ, her old self is coming back who is actually who she was created to be, but that little sneaky passivity stronghold kept her from believing and walking in that. She didn't desire to try to become that person at all because passivity crept up.
We corporately repented joyfully for these things that have been holding us back from what the Lord has for us, and immediately walked in the opposite spirit by getting in groups and yelling as loud as we could the beauty of the gospel and about how much we hate our sin ESPECIALLY our passivity. We are so free from these things, I fully believe it with my whole heart!!
Thanks for reading.